• Rihanna And Chris Brown In Los Angeles December 25, 2012.

Rihanna And Chris Brown In Los Angeles December 25, 2012. (Photo : REUTERS/Danny Moloshok )

Chris Brown seems to be in retrospective mood these days as he posted an emotional open letter on Instagram yesterday. The "Loyal" hitmaker posted a picture of himself lounging by the ocean along with a lengthy caption addressing love, anger and many other topics.

"I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling," wrote the 28-year-old singer in the lengthy caption, possibly in reference to the infamous episode of his life when he was accused of hitting his then girlfriend Rihanna.

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The Virginia singer admitted that he even has undergone a self loathing phase in life when he hated the person he used to see in the mirror, E!News reported.

Although it is still not clear what exactly prompted the singer's emotional outburst, Brown was reportedly dealing with various personal issues lately that probably had triggered him to write the lengthy caption. Brown is currently single after his recent girlfriend Karueche Tran dumped him publicly in social media, when it was revealed that he has fathered a child with his close friend.

The singer also got involved in an online feud with model Tyson Beckford, who reportedly posted a selfie with his former girlfriend. Brown later apologized for the same, MTV reported.

Furthermore, the singer was in the news for not paying child support to his child mama. Nia Guzman, the mother of the singer's child, Royalty, acused the singer of not paying her the child support money since March and is reportedly planning to seek legal help.

Meanwhile, Brown reportedly clarified that he stopped the payment as Guzman started demanding six times what he was paying.